Kugqityiwe, akunjalo? Kutheni ndingenakuqhubeka?
Ndiyazi iinyanga ukuba ixesha liyeza xa uEmmy Rossum eza kuhamba Iintloni ngethemba lokuba amadlelo aqhakazileyo kunye namathuba, ukanti, njengokuba ixesha lisondela esiphelweni, ndikufumanisa kunzima kakhulu ukuyeka umlinganiswa endimgxothileyo kuyo yonke le minyaka-ewe, hayi kunzima njengoEmmy, othethile naye Ukuzonwabisa ngeveki malunga nokushiya umboniso ahlala kuwo ukusukela ngo-2011:
Ndandineminyaka engama-23 ukuqala komboniso kwaye kuye kwamangalisa ukuzithemba endikunikiweyo. Kube luhambo olude, olumangalisayo kwaye ndisondele kakhulu kusapho lwam lwaseGallagher kangangokuba ukuhamba kuyinto ekrakra, kodwa ibivakala ngathi lixesha lokuba umlinganiswa asasaze amaphiko akhe kwaye kwakungekho sidingo sincinci kuye. Andizange ndifune into yokuziva nje njengomsebenzi kwaye ke ndiyahamba ngelixa ndisawuthanda.
Xa ebuzwa ukuba kutheni evakalelwa kukuba ngoku lixesha elifanelekileyo lokuba ahambe, uRossum wakhankanya iiyure ezinde kunye nokuba wayemncinci kangakanani xa wayeqala, kodwa eneneni wayefuna nje ukuba umboniso ushiye uFiona ngenqaku eliphezulu kwaye usebenzisa oko njengeqonga lakhe zikhona:
Ndandihlala ndifuna ukuba uFiona ashiye inqaku eliphezulu kwaye bendikhankasela oko kwasekuqaleni. UFiona akasondelanga entliziyweni yam kuphela, kodwa ndicinga ukuba ndiyintsika yamandla kusapho. Kodwa kwangaxeshanye, ndiyabuthanda ubumnyama obungcolileyo awela kubo. Ndiyayithanda isiphithiphithi ayinqwenelayo kwaye siyatsala kwaye kuninzi, kunomdla ngakumbi kwaye kuyonwabisa ukumdlala xa ehamba s- kwaye xa etsha kunalapho ephethe umnini wepropathi. Ke, ngokuzingca, ndiziva ngeendlela ezimbini ngayo. Njengomdlali weqonga, ndifuna ukudlala ubumdaka, kumnandi ngakumbi, kuyanda, ngakumbi ukumsa kwezantsi awayeye kulo nyaka, eziphantsi kakhulu kunangaphambili.
Oko kuphantsi kukhokelele ekubeni uFiona ajongane notywala, into ayizuze njengelifa kubazali bakhe kwaye abelane nabantakwabo, kodwa uninzi lwayo yonke imilebe. Okwangoku, kubalulekile ukuba ube nemiboniso apho abantu basetyhini bavunyelwe ukuba bangcolise kwaye babe neziphene, ngakumbi xa isiqwenga senkunkuma sabantu esinguFrank Gallagher singazalanga nje kuphela. kodwa uyakwazi ukuqhubeka ukuphuma phezulu.
Kukho imijikelo emibini eyahlukileyo kuye ngaphezulu kwamaxesha alithoba. Simbonile enyuka kwaye efumana ukubambeka ebomini bakhe kumaxesha okuqala ambalwa, kwaye ixesha lesine lithathe iziyobisi kunye nexesha lokuvalelwa, emva koko wakha indlela yakhe, wabuya waba ngumphathi werestyu, ipropathi umnini, emva koko ii-hubris zakhe zamkhokelela ekubeni alume ngaphezu kokuhlafuna. Kwaye xa waphulukana nayo yonke loo nto, kwaidemon ezindala kunye neendlela zokulwa nazo zabuya nomsindo, ifa lakhe lokuziphatha kakubi. Kwaye ke kumnandi kakhulu ukudlala ezo zinto zinamandla, ngakumbi kuba zahluke kakhulu kunam.
Kum, uFiona uphezulu apho kunye namanani amaninzi amabi kaShakespearean-uhlala etsalwa ziziphene zakhe ezibulalayo, ngelixa ezama ukwenza konke okusemandleni akhe. Ukuba bekukho umlinganiswa olingene ngokugqibeleleyo eli binzana indlela yesihogo yenziwe ngeenjongo ezintle ibiya kuba nguFiona. Kwinqanaba lakhe, uFiona wayezama ukuphula umjikelo kuye, kubantakwabo, kwaye ngamanye amaxesha nangabazali bakhe.
UFiona ubandakanya bonke oomama abangatshatanga, abazali abakwishumi elivisayo, kunye nabasetyhini abasebenza nzima ehlabathini abachaphazeleka kwinyani enobundlobongela bosapho ubudlelwane, iziyobisi, kunye nokugweba okungalunganga okusekwe kwiminyaka yemicimbi engaphendulwanga. Ukubukela umzabalazo kaFiona kube buhlungu, kuyinkathazo kwaye kuyaphazamisa. Ndikuve konke ukuphakama nokuwa ngokobuqu, hayi kuba ndizibona kuFiona, kodwa ngenxa yokuba ndiyazi ukuba ndiswele amandla anawo kumdlalo.
Izinto athe wadlula kuzo kwaye akazivumeli ukuba amyekise ziyakhuthaza ngokwenene, kwaye ngelixa engazange abe ligorha elifezekileyo, ngumntu endimncothuleyo kakhulu. Ngokufana UBetty Draper , UFiona uyimveliso yokusingqongileyo, kwaye ngelixa oko ayisosizathu, uyabizwa ngenxa yendlela ngaphezu kwabanye abalinganiswa kuba kulindeleke ukuba azibeke kwindawo yesibini.
Njani Iintloni iya kuqhubeka ngaphandle kwakhe, andazi, kodwa ndiyazi ukuba uFiona Gallagher ufanelwe sisiphelo esonwabisayo. Ewe, onwabile ngokuphela kweGallagher.
Zimbini kuphela iziqendu ezishiyekileyo!
(umfanekiso: Ixesha lokubonisa)
