Ukubuyisa iMoulin Rouge: Xa inkwenkwe yonakalise iMuvi yam endiyithandayo

Ndikhumbula ngokucacileyo ukuqala kwam ukubukela Isigayo esibomvu . Ndandineminyaka eyi-9, abazali bam babenayo le TV indala kwigumbi labo lokulala, kwaye umama wam wayebukele kwaye nam ndangena kuye. Nditsaliwe ngumculo, iimpahla ezintle zikaSatine, kunye nebali lothando elityhilekayo phambi kwamehlo am amancinci. Kwakhona, uEwan McGregor! Ukusukela ngoko, yaba yeyona filimu ndiyithandayo, kwaye bendiya kuyibonisa nakubani na oza kuyibukela nam. Umama wandithengela ipowusta eyayixhonywe kwigumbi lam lokulala ukusuka kwibanga lesi-4 de ndaya ekholejini. Ndinganxiba igawuni ebomvu umama andifumene kuyo ndayohlala kwigumbi lam lokulala kuba ndifuna ukuhlala ndingqongwe Isigayo esibomvu .

Kwikholeji, bendicinga ukuba ukubonisa inkwenkwe ibhayisikobho endiyithandayo kunokuba yinto elungileyo. Ndingathanda ukunxibelelana naye, ndimbonise into endiyithandayo, kwaye kuyakubakho uhlobo lokuhloniphana apho. Ndibe sisidenge kangakanani. Ngobunye ubusuku, malunga neeveki ezi-3 ukuya ekholejini, inkwenkwana endandicinga ukuba ndingayityumza yeza kwigumbi lam lokulala, salala phantsi sabukela Isigayo esibomvu ndaye ndalala kwakamsinya emva koko kwaye yayiyile nto.

Cinga ke ukuba ndothuke kwaye ndothuke xa abahlobo bam kunye nam siye kule holo yendawo yenkwenkwe kwaye onke amadoda ahlala apho agqiba kwelokuba andixelele ukuba beve malunga nenkwenkwe elala nam Isigayo esibomvu (into engenzekanga). Ndaziva ndibuhlungu, ndingcatshiwe, kwaye ndothuswa bubuxoki. Kangangexesha elide, ndandingakwazi ukubukela imovie yam endiyithandayo ngaphandle kokucinga ngobu buxoki. Umsindo endandiwuva ngokwabelana ngento exabiseke kakhulu kum nomntu owathi emva koko, wayiphosa ebusweni bam ukuba abe ngumntwana opholileyo kwiholo yakhe yokulala nentombazana (nangona engazange ayenze loo nto). Ingabonakala ngathi iyinto encinci ngoku, kodwa kwikholeji, yonke into inokuziva ngathi kukuphela kwehlabathi.

Ndiqinisekile ukuba akakukhumbuli oku okanye nkathalo kodwa, kum, uthathe into ebikade indizisela uvuyo olunje. Iminyaka, bendifuna ilokhwe enje ngegown ebomvu kaSatine, bendifuna ukutshata ngenye imini ndihambe ngephaseji eya ku-Come What May. Ndandihlala kwihlabathi apho Isigayo esibomvu yayiyimiboniso bhanyabhanya egqibeleleyo kwaye ndiyithanda ngaphezu kwayo nayiphi na enye into.

Ngethamsanqa, ndiyintombazana yefilimu kwaye ndinayo Isidlo sakusasa eTiffany’s njengeyona movie yam ndiyithandayo ukubuyisela ilahleko ebonakala ngathi Isigayo esiBomvu, kodwa ukucinga malunga noku kuthintelwa kuzise umba uninzi lwethu olunokujongana nawo: Singayifumana njani into ebesiyithanda ethi ichithwe ngabantu ebomini bethu? Andiyithethi lento ngokuzenzisa ukuba amadoda amosha yonke into. Hayi, zininzi iintlobo zabantu abathi baphele bengcolisa into ebithetha lukhulu kuthi (nokuba yeyiphi na ebalulekileyo okanye umntu owayekade engumhlobo okanye ilungu losapho elinetyhefu).

Ndithathe isigqibo sokuba lixesha lokuba ndiphinde ndibuyise into ethathiweyo kum kwaye ibuyele kuyo Isigayo esibomvu . Kutheni le nto inkwenkwe esisiyatha ifuna ukuyalela into endiyithandayo? Uqhubeke ngokuphila ubomi bakhe ngaphandle kokundijonga kwaye bekungafuneki ukuba ndiziphike into ngenxa yesidenge.

Akululanga kwaye ukubukela kwakhona kuziva ngathi kuyothusa kodwa kulungile kanye ngexesha elinye. Ndilidinga ikhefu, kufuneka ndivumele ukuba ndilinike iinkumbulo ezintsha. Kwaye ngoku ndiyakwazi ukubukela Isigayo esibomvu nanini na ndiziva ndiphantsi. Ndingaziva ndichulumancile ngomdlalo ozayo weqonga lika-Aaron Tveit-ingqeshiso entsha ebomini Isigayo esibomvu -Kwaye ndingabeka inkumbulo yekholeji endothusayo.

Akusoloko kulula. Ngamanye amaxesha kunokuziva ngathi iingoma ezithile, iincwadi, iialbham zizonke, imibongo, imidlalo yevidiyo, iinkqubo zeTV, iimuvi kunye nokunye okuninzi kunxibelelene nabantu abasenzakalisayo. Ngaba kufanelekile ukuba usebenze ukuze uphinde uyibuyise loo nto, okanye ngamanye amaxesha kuyenzakalisa kakhulu ukuba uphinde uyiphinde? Ndixelele ukuba uyazi imvakalelo kumagqabantshintshi.

(umfanekiso: Fox)