Namhlanje, isincoko sevidiyo uLindsay Ellis ubuyile kwi-intanethi nevidiyo malunga nokujonga emva kumanqanaba ayityhefu ezesini kunye neendlela zokuziphatha gwenxa ezijikeleze Ngorhatya kunye nombhali woluhlu uStephenie Meyer. Yayiliqhekeza elinengqiqo kwaye yabetha into ethile kum njengomntu owazikhukhumalisayo ngelo nqanaba le-vitriol. Xa ndijonga emva Ngorhatya , Nditsho nevidiyo ka-Ellis engqondweni, zininzi izinto endimi ngazo ndingazithandi Ngorhatya . Nangona kunjalo, ndicinga ngayo, ndiyaqonda ukuba bekukho iingxaki kwindlela endiyicwangcise ngayo inzondo yam, nayo.
Ilungelo kwinto yam ekhethekileyo ye-nerd:
Ilungelo ngaphakathi kwenkcubeko ye-nerd yinto engaqhelekanga, kwaye ngelixa ihlala iyinto eza nezingxoxo malunga nabalandeli abangamadoda, xa kuziwa Ngorhatya , ikhuphe imvakalelo yokufumana ilungelo ngaphakathi kwam ngokubhekisele kwiincwadi ezothusayo nasezidolophini. Ukukhula ndiyintombazana ethanda incwadi ene-nerdy emnyama, bendingenabo abahlobo abaninzi abathanda iincwadi ngendlela efanayo nam, okanye iintlobo ezifanayo zeencwadi. Ewe, uharry Potter ibingasoloko isenzeka, kodwa ndikwafunda neencwadi ezithetha ngezithunzela, amagqwirha, neminye imilingo. Ndikhumbula ukufumana izimvo malunga nokufunda kuka-Anne Rice Iyure Yobugqwirha ngenxa yokuba yayiyincwadi enkulu. Ke nini Ngorhatya yaqhuma kwaye yathandwa ngokungenakuphepheka, yayiyimvakalelo edibeneyo kum.
Ndayifunda incwadi ukuqala kwayo ukuphuma. Yayisisipho seKrisimesi, kwaye ngokunyanisekileyo andikhumbuli indlela endaphendula ngayo xa ndandiqala ukuyifunda, kodwa iyazithetha. Khange ndicinge ngayo kwakhona kude kube kamva kakhulu, xa uthotho lwathandwa ngakumbi, ngeenxa zonke Eclipse Ixesha. Xa wonke umntu ondingqongileyo aqala ukuxhalaba malunga nayo, ndaziva ndikhathazekile. Ngoku, nanjengomntu omdala, ndiyayiqonda njengempendulo efanayo ohlala uyibona kwindlela yokuziphatha ngokwesini abanye abalandeli beencwadi ezihlekisayo baphatha abalandeli babafazi beencwadi ezihlekisayo-ngokungathi bafika nje kwindawo yohlobo oluthile oluthandayo, ukungahoyi loo nto kuba awubabonanga akuthethi ukuba abakho. Emva kwexesha elide ndiziva ngathi ndingumphambukeli ngenxa yokuba ndiyithandile le nto ingaqhelekanga, wonke umntu ngoku wayekwinguqulelo yobisi olunqabileyo yento endiyonwabileyo, kwaye ndaziva ndindodwa.Endaweni yokungahoyi kwaye ndikonwabele ukuthetha ngezinye izinto, bendithetha ngakumbi nangakumbi malunga Ngorhatya . Ndingene kwiingxoxo malunga Ngorhatya kuba bendifuna wonke umntu ayicaphukele njengam. Endaweni yokuba… uyazi… uyenza nantoni na enye into. Ndonwabile ukuthetha nabantu malunga nokuyithanda, ndingakhange ndijolise kwimicimbi esemthethweni, kodwa ndijongile nje ungayithanda njani le nto?
Ubufazi kunye nam:
Xa unegama le-hyper-feminine njenge-Princess (kwaye ewe, lelo ligama lam lokwenyani), kubonakala ngathi unokhetho olubini: wamkele ubuntombi, okanye uwutyhale ngogonyamelo ngokukhawuleza okukhulu. Ndikhethe eyokugqibela. Ndandiyintombazana ekwishumi elivisayo elizithiyileyo, eyayithambekele ekungathandekiyo-njengabanye-abalinganiswa-abantombazana. Okukhona i-goth isinxibo, kokukhona loo mlinganiswa wayesentliziyweni yam. Ndimamele umculo werock kwaye ndibukele iimuvi zentshukumo. Ndamkele ukuba yi-tomboy kuba, kwinto endiyibonileyo kwihlabathi elindingqongileyo, ukuba ndinxibe ijean, ndiphulaphule umculo olungileyo, kwaye ndonwabela izinto ezifanelekileyo, indiqinisekisile. Kwaye njengoko u-Ellis esitsho kwividiyo yakhe, sihlala kuluntu oluthiyileyo amantombazana akwishumi elivisayo. Sifumanisa ukuba ukwenzakala kwabo, iintlungu zabo, iimvakalelo zabo ziyothusa, kwaye abaneshologu abagxila kakhulu kubo kwaye bajolise kubo ukuba bangaphantsi- kangangokuba nomntwana oselula ulwa neemvakalelo zakhe zokuba yedwa, unxunguphalo kunye nommangalelwa iimvakalelo, ndaye ndala ukwamkela i-angst yabasetyhini. Kwaye, ndandimthanda ngokunzulu Udliwanondlebe neVampire , oko ikukuthi ugcwalisiwe ngokungaphezulu! Kodwa yayiyeyona ndoda yamadoda yayihlala inyangwa ngokwembali njengeyona nto inzulu kwaye isemthethweni ngakumbi ukwenza ubungqongqo malunga ne-angst yabasetyhini. Ngorhatya ayibhalwanga kakuhle, yiyo ke loo nto eyenza ukuba ukulingisa kugxekwe kakhulu kuyo, kusekwe kwaye akunasiseko, kulula, kodwa inyani yokuba abantu basetyhini bayithande kakhulu ngandlela thile bayondla kule ngqondo yokuba abantu basetyhini banomoya kwaye bathanda izinto ezinomphunga. Kwaye ndondla kuyo kuba ndifuna ukuba luhlobo olufanelekileyo lomfazi. Ngombulelo, kwikholeji, ndiyifumene le chip isusa igxalaba lam-indlela kaLuka, kwaye ngoku ndiyaqonda ukuba kukho into emangalisa ngokwenene ngeencwadi kunye nezinye iintlobo zemidiya yenza uqaphele iimvakalelo amabhinqa amancinci ahamba nazo. Ngaba iyayenza Ngorhatya , okanye nawuphi na omnye umzekelo othile, ulungile ngokuzenzekelayo? Hayi. Kodwa, kukho into eyinyani apho.Ngaba ndandizithiyile ngokwenene Ngorhatya?
Iishelufa yam yeencwadi ethobekileyo… ewe ndinazo iikopi ezininzi ze Inkosazana encinci sukundibona.
Njengabafazi abaninzi besizukulwana sam, ndikhule ndibhala ubushushu. Ndibhalele fanfiction ye fandoms ezintathu, kunye nefandom endiyibhalileyo uninzi fanfiction ka Ngorhatya . Njengoko iirisithi ezinikiweyo ngentla zibonisa, ndinoluhlu lonke (ngaphandle IBree Tanner kuba ibiyinto enzima), kubandakanya Ngorhatya Intyilalwazi kunye Ushicilelo lwe-10 Twilight ukukhutshwa kwesini-bender .
Ke ngoku kufuneka ndizibuze, ngaba bendizithiyile ngokwenene Ngorhatya ? Ewe, ewe kunye nohayi.
Ewe, kwinto yokuba ndifumene ilungelo lokuthengisa ilungelo lokuthengisa lingenantlonelo, kwaye kukho izinto malunga nalo malunga nendlela elijike ngayo abafazi baba zizilo ngenxa yokungakwazi ukuba nabantwana, kunye neziganeko eziphantsi zempatho yeemvakalelo ezazikho-ndingasathethi ke phantse ngayo yonke into Kuqhekeka ukuza kusa imbi ngokufanelekileyo . Ukuprintwa ?
Ngapha koko, ithatha yonke into ithathela ingqalelo kwaye iyayiqonda into yokuba kukho ifilimu yesini esingaphakathi ngaphakathi kwelensi endijonge kuyo uthotho, ndingatsho ngelixa ndingacingi Ngorhatya yayintle, ndiyazi ngoku ukuba sikhona esinye isizathu sokuba abantu bonwabe xa beyichitha.
Ndifunde i okuninzi yeentsomi ezilahlayo ze-vampire-uninzi lwazo luneesonka samasi esingaphezulu kunesona sibambe inkawu-est yinxalenye yolu chungechunge. Ndiyafunda IVampire Academy , eyayinengxaki yobudlelwane babafundi notitshala kunye neempawu ezininzi zokuhlukumeza ngokweemvakalelo kude kube sekupheleni. Ndibukele amaxesha amaninzi Igazi lokwenyani , Iidayari zevamphaya , kunye nezinye izinto ezininzi ezazinemixholo efanayo kunye nezinto ze Ngorhatya , kodwa wenze ngcono-okanye ubuncinci unomdla kum.
Nangona kufanelekile ukuthetha ngendlela Ngorhatya iqale imeko eya isiba mandundu ngokuya kuyo yonke into entsha, eyahlukileyo kunaleyo yenzekileyo kwezinye iincwadi xa zithandwa kakhulu. Umonakalo Ngorhatya Bekucingelwa ukuba yeyabasetyhini abancinci yayiyinto exhalabisayo esemthethweni, kodwa asikhange sibanike abasetyhini ityala elaneleyo.
Uyintoni umahluko phakathi kwe- Ngorhatya oomama abajika amagumbi abo okulala abe ziindawo ezingcwele zikaEdward noBella, kunye notata abenza into efanayo Iimfazwe zeNkwenkwezi, Star Trek, okanye nayiphi na i-franchise ejolise emadodeni? Umahluko kukuba sithathe into yokuba enye inexabiso elingaphezulu, nakwezona ndawo zibuthathaka kunenye.
Inyaniso yokuba besicinga loo nto Ngorhatya yeyona nto imbi ukwenzeka kwisayensi-fiction / fantasy xa Ulungele umdlali omnye Isikhona… ewe.
Baninzi ababhali abangamadoda abenze umonakalo omkhulu kwiikhonsepthi zobudoda kunokuba uStephenie Meyer wenzayo kubufazi. Ke ngelixa kufanelekile ukuba sixoxe ngesini, ubuhlanga, kunye nemixholo enengxaki kwi Ngorhatya Ukurhuqa abafazi phantsi kwayo akuyomfuneko kwaye akukho mveliso - ngakumbi xa kuthathelwa ingqalelo zonke ezinye izinto esizinikayo kuba indlela ababhala ngayo isini / ubuhlanga… ngcono (ukukhohlela Ukugxekwa Isikhohlela).
Kwirekhodi, ndiziva ngathi ukuba unawo nawaphi na amathandabuzo malunga nendlela ejijekileyo yeendlela zikaMeyer zokujonga isini, funda nje ngokutshintshwa kwesini Ubomi kunye nokufa: iTwilight icingelwe kwakhona Inguqulelo yabo bonke abalinganiswa ababhinqileyo Ngorhatya .
Ubulungisa bukaRosalie Hale kunye noLeah Clearwater ngonaphakade.
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